Being Human

Maggie. 19. I like to smile, I have rough days.
so, its funny to look at this picture, because this was one of the first pictures we ever took together May 5, 2009 he had told me that if we didn’t hang out he didn’t think it would work (and i had daryl and elissa telling me this too) so we made plans.  He took me up on the highland hike, where we recently went with one of his good friends.  I remember this day i was so nervous because i was afraid he was going to kiss me. I knew at this moment he wanted to kiss me so bad, but i was so afraid I was a total kissaphobe, so he caught the cheek and i caught the picture.  I liked him so much, he was my first real boyfriend, but i was so afraid of kissing! Looking at this pictures brings back so many great memories of that first summer.  How little and innocent the feelings were, and how i had NO idea where we would end up.  This picture reminds me of those awesome times.  The nights at cloes, having kristen and jessica walk with us because i was afraid to go alone, and when he kissed me in my kitchen how jessica made an “ohp” sound and how right it felt.   I remember being asked what was going to happen when he moved to college, and me not knowing because i had only been dating him a month.   I had no idea where my relationship with this boy would go.  I had no Idea that he would turn out to be my first love, my first date to a dance, my first make out (yes), my first fight with a boyfriend, my first everything.  He makes everything in my world feel right and i never want to let him go.  this picture takes me back to the beginning, and reminds me, how much those feelings changes and how now matter what the love was still there.  And it always will be. This boy, is the best thing in my life.  and i couldn’t be happier. 

so, its funny to look at this picture, because this was one of the first pictures we ever took together

May 5, 2009

he had told me that if we didn’t hang out he didn’t think it would work (and i had daryl and elissa telling me this too) so we made plans.  He took me up on the highland hike, where we recently went with one of his good friends.  I remember this day i was so nervous because i was afraid he was going to kiss me. I knew at this moment he wanted to kiss me so bad, but i was so afraid I was a total kissaphobe, so he caught the cheek and i caught the picture.  I liked him so much, he was my first real boyfriend, but i was so afraid of kissing!

Looking at this pictures brings back so many great memories of that first summer.  How little and innocent the feelings were, and how i had NO idea where we would end up.  This picture reminds me of those awesome times.  The nights at cloes, having kristen and jessica walk with us because i was afraid to go alone, and when he kissed me in my kitchen how jessica made an “ohp” sound and how right it felt.  

I remember being asked what was going to happen when he moved to college, and me not knowing because i had only been dating him a month.  

I had no idea where my relationship with this boy would go.  I had no Idea that he would turn out to be my first love, my first date to a dance, my first make out (yes), my first fight with a boyfriend, my first everything.  He makes everything in my world feel right and i never want to let him go. 

this picture takes me back to the beginning, and reminds me, how much those feelings changes and how now matter what the love was still there.  And it always will be.

This boy, is the best thing in my life. 

and i couldn’t be happier. 

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