19
Jan
You can’t let it go
and your painting false pictures.
The reality is that you don’t know how i was feeling, you don’t know the hesitation, and you don’t know the feelings.
theres a reason why I’m with you. Your the one I love, and the only one i want.
this constant reminder of what i did wrong in the time we were apart is honestly breaking my heart. Its reminding me of the things i feel bad for, the things i regret, and how i was unwanted at that time.
stop. get your mind away from it. And focus on the positive. please.
you act like I’m not going through the same thing, I’m just trying to forget, but you bringing it up is putting it back in my mind. its breaking me. Im full of jealous feelings, and i don’t trust any girl I see or hear about.
i just want it to go away.