January 2012
36 posts
I would just like everyone to know that:
I Love Todd Siefke.
he is the most amazing boyfriend a girl could ask for, and HES ALL MINE!
whattup.
that boy even makes me swoon when I’m mad, he definitely one of the best things that has ever happened to me.
and I’m glad he’s all mine
Today,
I woke up this morning to the amazing sound of the wind blowing through all the trees outside. I could feel the cold breeze while I was laying in my bed. I just knew it was going to be a good day.
My list for today:
Gym
clean up my room
do laundry (if no one is using the washer)
do chem hw
read botany
read for comm
do math hw
its going to be busy, but I’m stoked none the less:D
My newest project,
is to make photo books for every semester I’m in college.
1/however man years I’m in college… done.
the book has been paid for and ordered before i could mess around with it any more. Im so stoked to see how it comes out :D
college the first weekend of the new semester:
Me in pjs: But I have chemistry that needs to be read
Everyone Else: LETTTS GETTT FUCKED UPPPPP AND PARTYYYYY HUJHOSHJOIE
Send me a letter!
A. Why my last relationship ended.
B. Favourite band.
C. Who I like and why I like them.
D. Hardest thing I’ve ever been through.
E. My best friend.
F. My favourite movie.
G. Sexual orientation.
H. Do I smoke/drink?
I. Have any tattoos or piercings?
J. What I want to be when I get older.
K. Relationship with my parents.
L. One of my insecurities.
M. Virgin or not?
N. Favourite place to shop at?
O. My eye colour.
P. Why I hate school.
Q. Relationship status as of right now.
R. Favourite song at the moment.
S. A random fact about myself.
T. Age I get mistaken for.
U. Where I want to be right now.
V. Last time I cried.
W. Concerts I’ve been to.
X. What would you do if (…)?
Y. Do you want to go to college.
Z. How are you?
don't make sad,
don’t make me cry,
sometimes love is not enough,
and the road gets rough I don’t know why.
Born to die - Lana Del Rey
i dig itt.
my friends,
are great..
thanks guys<3
Why You Shouldnt Post Your Picture Online -... →
You can't let it go
and your painting false pictures.
The reality is that you don’t know how i was feeling, you don’t know the hesitation, and you don’t know the feelings.
theres a reason why I’m with you. Your the one I love, and the only one i want.
this constant reminder of what i did wrong in the time we were apart is honestly breaking my heart. Its reminding me of the things i feel...
your my number one,
but I’m last on your list
:/
i feel so strongly about you.
Maybe its time to be less dependent. sucks but aye, will get rid of this feeling.
About to go sit through a 3 hour lab,
stokedddd.
The Rest of Today;
Brush my teeth///wash my face
print out lab
walk up to the book store to get chem discussion & lab manual
get lunch at the j
come back to my dorm and chill
got to botany lab from 2-5
get dinner
go back to my dorm
then I’m done for the day. Lacrosse starts tomorrow, and we have it 4 times a week this semester, wommmmppppp. It’ll be tough, but i can do it if i get my butt...
Sum Up;
the last two weeks have been more then spectacular. I basically got to spend two weeks living with the man i adore. There were hiccups, and i think those will take time to get over, ideas still haunt my mind and I’m finding out slowly that now that I’m not there knowing other girls are interested is going to kill me. But the fact that these things hurt, means that you care (at least...
I miss him.
More coming when I get home tomorrow.
I have,
the BEST boyfriend in the entire world.
damn.
Sh-sh-shingles
-_-
making fart noises on each other.
yes.
waking up next to you,
makes me the happiest I’ve been.
So I'm Here,
Laying in todds bed while he is out writing music and doing wonderful things, normally i would go with him but I’m feeling really sick. I haven’t done much today but i think that is kind of needed, being here has given me the chance to realize a lot.
I am away from everything I know right now, I Mean i know santa cruz but not like i know monrovia, and not like i know arcata. Here i...
Feeling sick in a place thats not home,
is the worst feeling in the world.
finally got that new years kiss
<3
December 2011
38 posts
Awkward first night,
Awkward conversations about awkward things, and I thought it made it better but I guess not because now you are sleeping a foot away from me and idk what to do. I really want to wake you up and smother you with kisses but I feel like you wouldn’t like that at this point.
I’m so far away from everyone and this is one of my fears come true. What do it do now?
Sitting in a car,
Listening to Aaron talk about how excited he is to see his girlfriend, and being able to hear how much he really enjoys this girl just through the tone of his voice. It is probably one of the sweetest things I’ve heard ever
I’m a romantic, and just hearing that made me smile! It makes me happy to hear about people being stoked about their significant other makes me extremely happy.
I can feel that specialness fading
And it makes me uneasy.
I guess I just have to let it happen? I just hope you make the room for me in you’re schedule.
Going to go pick up cloe from the airport!
Sooooo fricken stoked to have my best friend back!!!:D
mm,
he fell asleep around me while I was checking my accounts.
I love having him here,
couldn’t ask for a better week.
10:48;
The rest of my night consists of:
study
study
shower
coze up
read
sleep
both my finals are tomorrow right after each other, then I have officially made it through my first semester of college. Todd gets here tomorrow, and I am stoked, but to be honest, I am really unhappy with how i look lately. I feel incredible unattractive, and now the one person i want to be attractive for is going to...
I feel like you're,
getting mad at me because of that bus ride. If it aint worth it don’t take it… but if you are going to try to see the good in it, like the fact ill be at the other end waiting for you.
if you are just going to be angry about it, its not worth it. I can wait till i get home if your are going to be angry
So just to get caught up;
these last few weeks have been a whirl wind, they’ve happened so fast, and here I am, the last week of my first semester of college. I haven’t just taken the time to write on here in a while, so here it is, a long post, going over things that need to be said, and that I just want to put out there, cause then there is the slight chance that someone is indeed reading it.
My first...
