February 2012
15 posts
Reciprocation.
Meh.
Mm, shitty day,
turned out to be okay,
sometimes i need to just sit back take a deep breath and remember.. I got this.
lacrosse at 6 am tomorrow
NIGHT.
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Today;
Digest for like 30 minutes
gym
go into town to run errands
come back and clean
do homework
shower
more homework
relax.
Wheeeeeeeeeee.
its a beautiful day int arcata
I just want to love you,
and things to be good.
but these arguments are killing me. it needs t stop.
Tonight;
Gym
Shower
Relax
Do math HW
Do comm paper
botany coloring book
I am in a major funk. And i know why, i just don’t know how to get out of it. Bleh. The shoe is definitely on the other foot tonight. I need sleep. Ive been up for too long.
deuces.
that hurt.
so fucking bad.
Unwanted space
Leads the mind to wander to unwanted places
listening to pandora,
and my favorite song from moulin rouge comes on.
ohhhhh myyyy goddd.
I’m like crying.
makes me so happy and soooo in love.
oh my.
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My everything.
Fuhh.
January 2012
41 posts
That awkward moment;
When your trying your very hardest and it’s not good enough.
Fuck man.
quest-ce-que-cestt asked: COOOMME WHAATT MAAAAYYY!
Are you guys ready for an all put hobo brawl?!
– Christina
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I would just like everyone to know that:
I Love Todd Siefke.
he is the most amazing boyfriend a girl could ask for, and HES ALL MINE!
whattup.
that boy even makes me swoon when I’m mad, he definitely one of the best things that has ever happened to me.
and I’m glad he’s all mine
Today,
I woke up this morning to the amazing sound of the wind blowing through all the trees outside. I could feel the cold breeze while I was laying in my bed. I just knew it was going to be a good day.
My list for today:
Gym
clean up my room
do laundry (if no one is using the washer)
do chem hw
read botany
read for comm
do math hw
its going to be busy, but I’m stoked none the less:D
My newest project,
is to make photo books for every semester I’m in college.
1/however man years I’m in college… done.
the book has been paid for and ordered before i could mess around with it any more. Im so stoked to see how it comes out :D
college the first weekend of the new semester:
Me in pjs: But I have chemistry that needs to be read
Everyone Else: LETTTS GETTT FUCKED UPPPPP AND PARTYYYYY HUJHOSHJOIE
Send me a letter!
A. Why my last relationship ended.
B. Favourite band.
C. Who I like and why I like them.
D. Hardest thing I’ve ever been through.
E. My best friend.
F. My favourite movie.
G. Sexual orientation.
H. Do I smoke/drink?
I. Have any tattoos or piercings?
J. What I want to be when I get older.
K. Relationship with my parents.
L. One of my insecurities.
M. Virgin or not?
N. Favourite place to shop at?
O. My eye colour.
P. Why I hate school.
Q. Relationship status as of right now.
R. Favourite song at the moment.
S. A random fact about myself.
T. Age I get mistaken for.
U. Where I want to be right now.
V. Last time I cried.
W. Concerts I’ve been to.
X. What would you do if (…)?
Y. Do you want to go to college.
Z. How are you?
don't make sad,
don’t make me cry,
sometimes love is not enough,
and the road gets rough I don’t know why.
Born to die - Lana Del Rey
i dig itt.
my friends,
are great..
thanks guys<3
Why You Shouldnt Post Your Picture Online -... →
You can't let it go
and your painting false pictures.
The reality is that you don’t know how i was feeling, you don’t know the hesitation, and you don’t know the feelings.
theres a reason why I’m with you. Your the one I love, and the only one i want.
this constant reminder of what i did wrong in the time we were apart is honestly breaking my heart. Its reminding me of the things i feel...
your my number one,
but I’m last on your list
:/
i feel so strongly about you.
Maybe its time to be less dependent. sucks but aye, will get rid of this feeling.
About to go sit through a 3 hour lab,
stokedddd.
The Rest of Today;
Brush my teeth///wash my face
print out lab
walk up to the book store to get chem discussion & lab manual
get lunch at the j
come back to my dorm and chill
got to botany lab from 2-5
get dinner
go back to my dorm
then I’m done for the day. Lacrosse starts tomorrow, and we have it 4 times a week this semester, wommmmppppp. It’ll be tough, but i can do it if i get my butt...
Sum Up;
the last two weeks have been more then spectacular. I basically got to spend two weeks living with the man i adore. There were hiccups, and i think those will take time to get over, ideas still haunt my mind and I’m finding out slowly that now that I’m not there knowing other girls are interested is going to kill me. But the fact that these things hurt, means that you care (at least...
I miss him.
More coming when I get home tomorrow.
I have,
the BEST boyfriend in the entire world.
damn.
Sh-sh-shingles
-_-
making fart noises on each other.
yes.
waking up next to you,
makes me the happiest I’ve been.